Without U

hmmm I am so down rite, honestly speaking. I'm feeling really hopeless rite now. I'm not being emo in here -making it clear. I'm just trying to see the reality that really hit me. Trying to see what I've done wrong. Trying to see whether or not I am smart. This is really the down time for me. I am not done with hoping. I am not done with asking and begging to God. And I am really listening to 2PM - Without U. Seriously, I am listening to Nichkhun's part rapping that 'Everything happens for a reason' and I am believing in it. There must be a reason behind it. And I really trust in God that He must have prepared something for me. That I really need to work my ass off and ofcourse spend my time with my friends.

wishing

All I want is to go to the chapel. And thanking god fr all that he has given me.