B O N F I R E

June 23, 2010

Hey!

Well, hello there! It's been such a long long time for me to not blogging. It's kinda weird. I have been so busy with university and stuff. Ya know.. UMB, USM 2 and last but not least SNMPTN. I've been work my asses out to do my best in university entrance-exam. And I've been churching. Getting closer to God and my family -esp. my mom. My friends all have such a fun things to do in this very-long-long-holiday, well I was studyin all day and nite. And I am not regret it. "Need to give up something in return." And the reason why I am back to blogging is I will be taking TOEFL on July 10th, so from now on I need to practice my writing skill -since I am lackin in speaking. So yeah I am back. Oh hmmm, I think the I dressed up is lacking 2% each day. I mostly dressed up very boredly these past months -and me blamming BTA for that. These past months all I wear was jeans and t-shirt. nothing else. -_____-

April 22, 2010

Without U

hmmm I am so down rite, honestly speaking. I'm feeling really hopeless rite now. I'm not being emo in here -making it clear. I'm just trying to see the reality that really hit me. Trying to see what I've done wrong. Trying to see whether or not I am smart. This is really the down time for me. I am not done with hoping. I am not done with asking and begging to God. And I am really listening to 2PM - Without U. Seriously, I am listening to Nichkhun's part rapping that 'Everything happens for a reason' and I am believing in it. There must be a reason behind it. And I really trust in God that He must have prepared something for me. That I really need to work my ass off and ofcourse spend my time with my friends.