Deserve Nothing

so yeah I've got my rapor in my bag right now. im taking back my words that i didnt care about my scores. I AM FRIGGING CARE ABOUT MY FRIGGING SCORE. I FEEL SO DUMB RIGHT NOW. I even hate looking at my scores. Yes, i am, indeed, a very competitive person. Looking at my scores I know I deserve neither new clothes nor new shoes that I want. But this frigging emotion made me even want to buy them so badly. I promise to myself, I am going to study harder in the next term. Watch out people, Diane is back!