feel like trapping in a jail without bars
let alone
tears ain't gonna stop
a single A won't come
no
much hatred
much love
is it?
does it?
was it?
has it?
do I?
do you?
through fingers touching tears
too precious
too perfect
ordinary it is
blue?
no
red
feeling seeing black
1. SHINee performances -yes, I am a ShaWol if you haven't figured it out
KBS: finally, I can watch the remix with Taemin's in it. I really hate for the fact that Minho was in the center and the cameraman liked Minho seriously -sorry Margaret, for once I really wanted to see Taemin dancing in this remix. Totally forgot to mention that Taemin's mic didn't work on stage. Poor Taeminnie.
SBS: Juliette (Acoustic Ver.) I heart this acoustic version. In here you can see Key was grabbing Taemin's butt to wake him up -what a good way hahahaha Ring Ding Dong (Remix Ver.) again, the cameran liked Minho, sigh. I prefer SBS than KBS in this case, since SBS included Juliette acoustic version and for the remix version, it was more energetic. Again, it is all just my only opinion.2. MJ TributeKBS:K.Will, Onew, Yesung, Kara - Heal The WorldDon't mind with their Engrish, after all they were good. This is my favorite besides Nicole, Ryeowook - Ben, 4Minute - Billie Jean, 2PM - Dangerous, SNSD, BEG, Davichi - I'll be There, Kim Tae Woo, Jonghyun, Kim Jung Mo - Beat It, SNSD, Suju, SHINee - Smooth Criminal.SBS:Beast, MBLAQ - DangerousWhen these two rookie groups become one, they really have a great performance with such a-hell-of-team work. Other performances: 2PM - Thriller, Lee Seung Gi - Smooth Criminal, SuJu - Billie Jean, All - Beat It. They can't beat Beast & MBLAQ. Well, the youngs are, true, greater than the olds.In this section I prefer KBS. I get enough with the whole dancing thingy without singing. Let's hear their voice!3. Special StageKBS: Here, they have the KPop Group Dances OffSHINee - Just DanceFirstly, I was a bit speechless with Taemin's & Jonghyun's clothes but then I decided it is couture? Or clown's clothes? You decided yourself. Meanwhile, I like Taemin's hairstyle, made him a little bit man. About the dance, it was common. There was nothing that made me go 'WOW', ya know what I mean rite?2PM - Boom Boom PowWell, I have some difficulty in choosing between 2PM or SuJu to put on here. They both did a great job. But I must say the lack of kompak-ness -excuse my English 'cause I know it's decreasing each day, SuJu had. Meanwhile, besides the tiredness that you can see clearly, Youngie, the santi boy, was showing his man side. You can see they rip their clothes -long time no see this kinda thing, rite? But, it was still coming across my mind... missing Jay.Kara - Son of A GunHara's bodywave made me chose them instead of SNSD.SBS:Where Boys Become Girls2PM - Bo Peep Bo PeepDue to 2PM, 2AM, Beast - Sign has been posted by Deby and the cameraman's stupidity in 2PM, Beast - Mister, so I picked 2PM - Bo Peep Bo Peep. Any other reasons? Yes. Junho's but hahahhahahaha and of course Youngie the santi boy.There are videos that I don't put on here. If you know me, you'll know what it is and the reason behind it. It's all about my own guilty pleasure.WonderGirls:Kara, 4Minute, AfterSchool - HeartbeatThough Deby has posted it, this one is an exception. Love Kahi in here.. and ofcourse the others. Forget about Uee's slippness. 4 thumbs up for them!Well, guess you know the answer already. Between SBS and KBS? Should I answer and explain it? Na ah...4. Other PerformancesKBS:BEG - AbracadabraTotally different from yesterday.Son Dam Bi, JYP - Bomb Bomb BombWatch and judge yourself..Well, there were 2PM - Heartbeat and also SuJu - Sorry Sorry, but both were just ordinary. Oh and there was Kara but N.O AfterSchool.SBS:BEG ft 2AM - SignDot dot dot dot dot... Loving Jo Kwon & Ga In. They're such a lovely dovely couple.2PM - AAA & Tired of WaitingTheir outfit is so-oh-Nutcracker. A great great great great great performance. For the Tired of Waiting, it was kinda shocked me when they just wore jeans, white t-shirts and jacket, it was gooood after all. Love how they played their fingers.SuJu - Sorry Sorry, SuJu, SNSD - It's You EndingWith so-oh-classy-white-suits, they were just that GREAT. I miss seeing their stage performance, Hyukkie's chestpopping, It's You, Sorry Sorry... I just miss them. And they did with full power and such details, that is why I can not not to put these videos in here.SBS or KBS? OF COURSE IT IS SBS, DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!5. What is That KBS Didn't Have But SBS Have It?2PM's Parody - You're BeautifulYoungie as Go Mi Nam, Khunnie as TK, and the rest? I can't really tell who is who. So much love between Youngie and Khunnie. What else? Arghh, seriously there are just too much to tell. You just need to watch it yourself, okay? I give it all to you...So, that is all th recap of SBS and KBS Gayo DaeJun. Really can't wait to watch MBC Gayo DaeJun tonight. Will MBC be better than SBS? We'll see in about 12 hours.Credits: WeRShining02, monmonsnowHD, CodeMonmonVid, jasoncoolv3, allKPop, and of course YouTube. Words can not show my thankful to all of you. I can do nothing without all you.
HAVE A MERRY MERRY MERRY MERY MERRY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE! GOD BLESS YOU!
★Key★
"I can't hide who I am. I can't say things I don't mean, say that I like things I hate, or hate things I like. And more than anything, I can't lie to myself."
Q: You are the first celebrity who thoroughly remembers the models in the latest "Dazed and Confused" issue. You must be particularly interested in fashion.
A: If you ask me what I like, #1 is music and #2 is fashion. Truthfully, I only got interested in fashion after becoming a singer. After seeing Ha Sang Baek's styling, I thought "Where did these cool clothes come from? I don't see it in Myungdong or in department stores."
Q: Do you have thoughts of studying fashion officially?
A: I've thought about studying abroad. I also have thoughts of being in the fashion business, maybe as a fashion magazine editor. I did art as a kid, and my child dream was to become a painter.
Q: If you were a fashion magazine editor what kind of photoshoot or article would you want?
A: Something very experimental, independent of luxury brands or societal myths that gives off a visual effect of freedom...that's what I'd...want to make! (laugh) That's what I'd say when I don't know anything.
Q: Ah, does that mean you know more now!
A: Well, each magazine needs to abide by their own concept and there might be censoring by the publication company. But then again they're all professionals, they would've done it even if they couldn't.
Q: I've heard you were pro at water skiing before debuting.
A: I was a 'pro'...but there weren't that many kids so anyone who participated was pretty much a pro. Water skiers in one area made up only about 3 people?
Q: If you're from Daegu you were probably raised under conservative parents. How are you?
A: My dad is very conservative. I really liked singing and dancing as a kid but only did it in my room alone. But in 8th grade I told my parents that I wanted to legitimately be a singer and my dad was shocked and said, "There's no way a well-mannered, quiet kid like you can become a celebrity!" (laugh)
Q: Do reporters ask you your ideal type in every interview?
A: Many people ask. But I'd probably be curious too. Ah, and a lot of people ask about my new hairstyle with this album concept.
Q: So I think I'll be different and remove all the hairstyle questions, then. But I'm still curious about your ideal type.
A: Your difference. I like it. (laugh) My ideal type is Chloe Sevigny.
Q: Chloe Sevigny? You're the first person I know of your age who chooses such a "chic" fashion icon for an ideal type. Of course, fashionistas are different.
A: I think Chloe Sevigny is really cool so I even contemplated buying a shirt with her photograph but...it was a shirt with her nude! (seriously dissatisfied face) Then I can't wear it!
Must've been this:
Q: Chloe Sevigny is not a typical pretty face so she's not very popular among men here.
A: I think girls with style are more beautiful than ones with a pretty face. Small face, skinny, double eyelids...if guys keep going after that plain look, every girl's face might look the same. It'd be a scary day.
Q: Your character seems extraordinary in many ways. How would you characterize yourself in words?
A: I can't hide who I am. I can't say things I don't mean, say that I like things I hate, or hate things I like. And more than anything, I can't lie to myself. And in a moment of disappoint I can't make excuses to make up for my behavior...
Q: People who are the strictest and harshest to themselves aren't very shaken by criticism from other people.
A: I try to hear bad, bitter things about myself in a better, sweeter light. I always repeatedly ask in case I forget. But I don't consider looks or anything I can't change to be a bad thing about myself. So rather than dwelling upon things I can't change, I'd rather develop the good things about me. So my dream isn't to become the "best", it's to be someone who I'm not ashamed to be. Not that I don't want to become the best (laugh). For everyone who wants to become the best, second place would be considered failing. Since the best can always only be one person.
Interviewer: Sorry, but is he really a 91er? People in their 10s don't usually think this maturely...
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Berhentilah sejenak agar ku tenang..
It was a fckng HUGE SUCCESS. Great job friends.. I'm sick right now, but it is worth it. Because our togetherness and our hard works will never be replaced by anything.CONGRATULATION TO TARPHRODITE & TARKI 2010!
interested to see more pictures? try to find them yourselves.. lol
I believe that he will come back
and
we will see...
his smile again
Because...
2PM is not 7 members
but...
they are ONE
i envy their shoulders pads. i really want to know where they find the 'beling beling kaca'. and does anyone know where can i find these 'beling beling kaca' in here? i really want to make dress from them.
Felt the summer breeze had come within these days. The sun was shining very brightly. But the hot weather couldn't make the ice princess' heart melting. Sitting on the bench while holding a daisy flower on her hand. Her imagination went along with the breeze within a second when her phone rang. The ice princess picked up her phone, but nothing came out of her mouth. She just stayed still hearing to what the caller's saying.
After a while, she closed her flipped phone. Leaving the daisy alone on the bench, she walked out of the park and making her way to the car that always waited for her where ever she went.
'Where to go?' asked the man on the driver seat. He didn't dare to take a look at the ice princess from the mirror glass.
'Airport,' she answered it with a happy voice and a smile spread away on her face. The driver noticed that there was something different. With a brave soul, he took a look on the mirror glass. And yes, he did see a smile on the ice princess' face. A smile that he had never seen within this past months. 'Is this the time?' he asked again. The ice princess just nodded. She took her iPod out of her bag and played it. She listened to it with her eyes were closed.
Twelve songs had been played. On the thirteenth song, she opened her eyes and she looked out of the window. She knew that within a second she would be arrived at the airport. When the car stopped, she quickly opened the car's door. With a short backless white dress and her black Louboutin heels, she ran away. She stopped when she found her romeo. He was holding a bouquet of daisies while making a phone call. She heard her phone was ringing. But she didn't bother it. She walked to her romeo and hugged him.
Romeo could smell the scent of the ice princess. It would always be daisy. Suddenly, he loosen up his arm. The ice princess looked up to find his eyes. 'Here are daisies for you,' said romeo.
'Thank you,' said the ice princess. She hold the daisy bouquet in one hand and her other hand hold her romeo's hand. 'Let's go! You need some rest. The car has been waiting.'
When they arrived at the lobby, they car was ready for them. They got in to the car. Too tired to talk, Romeo leaned his head on the ice princess' shoulder. The ice princess made no response.
An hour and a half went by without one of them had spoken. With the ice princess' knowing that they had arrived at Romeo's house, she wake him up.
'Goodnight,' said the ice princess.
'Hmm, see you tomorrow?' asked Romeo. The ice princess just nodded. 'Same time same place?' Once again, the ice princess nodded. Then Romeo gave her a soft goodnight kiss liked he used to do. He was the only one who knew how to make the ice princess heart melting.
The next day came. It should have been the day that the ice princess had been waiting. But the ice princess somehow knew that this would be the day that she wouldn't be able to forget. She looked at her watch. '11 o'clock. It is time to go,' whispered the ice princess. She looked at the mirror. Today, she only wore Alexander Wang's white tees and Balmain bleach jeans. Knew that there was something missing, she went to her walk-in closet and took the black sparkling Balmain jacket. To make it perfect, she put her feet on the black Louboutin heels, her lucky charm. Now, she was ready to go.
She chose to go to the park by walking. She took only 7 minutes to go to the park. When she arrived, she could see her romeo, with his gray Armani suits, was sitting on the bench.
'Hey!' said the ice princess. 'Have been waiting for me too long? 'Cause there's something different with your face.'
'Nu uh.. I just arrived like a minte or so,' answered Romeo.
'Oh, I see. So, how long you'll be staying in her?'
'Tomorrow I'm going back to London,' he looked at his fingers and playing with them instead of looking to her eyes.
'So, what's the point of your visit?'
Romeo knew that his time had come. 'There's a thing that I need to tell you.'
'And what's that?'
'I've been engaged,' he told her with his deep voice while looking at the ice princess' face. As always, she made no response.
The sun was very bright today. Again, the summer breeze came. But all that the ice princess could feel was cold. It took half an hour to make the ice princess spoke.
'When girl meets boy, a painful love starts. Before I met you, I had tried not to let my feelings control me. I don't know loves nor goodbyes.'
'Don't love. Goodbyes will always come. And it hurts so much that you can't even breath,' said Romeo while looking in to her eyes. He knew her to well. Her face said nothing about what she felt, but her eyes were like an open book.
'This painful love story has frozen my heart. The rest of my breath becomes distant, becomes faint.' Hearing the ice princess' saying, Romeo could say nothing. 'Congratulation. Who ever the girl is, she's a lucky girl. Don't say that you were sorry. I hate loves. I hate goodbyes. And now I hate you.'
Romeo rose up to take a walk out of there. He knew that he couldn't hold the tears anymore. 'This painful love starts. I hate goodbyes. I can't say that I love. And like a fool again, I couldn't hold on to you,' he whispered with only the summer breeze could hear.
No tears were coming from the ice princess' eyes. She sat still on the bench. But then, she heard a car had crashed. She ran as fast as she could. She froze when she saw her Romeo laid down on the road and was covered by blood. She was on her knees right next to him. Romeo took her hand and hold it tightly.
'Don't leave like this,' whispered the ice princess. He could only smile and then he closed his eyes. The ice princess couldn't hold her tears anymore. She closed her eyes and kissed his lips for the last time.
She opened her eyes. It was all too clear. She could tell there were tears in her eyes. The tears told her that his presence was nothing more than just a dream of her memory. 'The next time I close my eyes to meet you, hold me as I stay still in that spot.'
